As you may already know, my online career began as a Canadian Youtuber with a fashion and anxiety video. Over the years, I lost passion for Youtube. I focused on fashion (another passion of mine) but eventually as I grew older, I didn’t feel right telling girls out there that fashion and beauty are all that matters. So, I gave my 4 million views up. Today, that all changed.
I’ve been going back and forth about my Youtube channel for more than a year. 5 months ago, I pulled the plug and I finally had some peace. I knew that I didn’t want to do Youtube the way I was going it, so this decision came to me with a huge sigh of relief.
But then I started this venture. I wondered, could my Youtube be used to connect with my audience on a different level? I got excited just thinking about it, something I haven’t felt in a very long time.
Today I posted my first video in 5 months, an anxiety video. It talks about how it all started for me, and what it was like growing up with an anxiety disorder.
Moving forward, my Youtube channel is going to be thriving with content, but it isn’t just going to be about pointless beauty products and fashion. Instead, it’s going to be about wellness, self-love, and healing. Fashion and beauty will come into play since feeling great about yourself is important to treating mental illness, but the main focus is living well with a clear mind.
Here is my first anxiety video in 7 years. I hope you like it and subscribe.